Things can change slowly but surely as long as you keep making positive steps forwards. It may not seem possible now but it’s amazing how things turn out for the better eventually if you make sure you do the right things.
If you’re an alcoholic/addict then your no1 priority has to be to prioritise sobriety and recovery above all else. If you do this and live your life and make decisions guided within the structure of recovery such as AA or NA then things will work out. Check out AA meetings and you’ll find many who’ve been where you’re at now and are now living a great life.
25 is a great age to dedicate your life to recovery as you’ve got loads of time to make a great future for yourself. It’s guaranteed if you’re an alcoholic/addict and don’t work a solid recovery program such as AA then your life will not improve but likely get worse. This is my experience.