Originally Posted by
Bugg 
I've been in and out of AA for 20 years now, and finally feel im ready to stop. .
Welcome Bug, Lots of good support here, and well done surviving 20 years of alcoholic drinking.
When I read your frist line above I immediately thought I hope you are ready and willing to work the program of AA. It takes a lot for most of us to get to that point of desperation and willingness, many never do.
So here's wishing you the best. Put the work in and the odds are in your favour.