I haven't been on in a while.
You can guess why.
I fell for the charm and got back with him.
I got him to the gp, and things where going well.
I found out he was still on dating sites talking to other women, so called him out on it.
So tuesday I ended up at the police station reporting him for violence. He tried to scoop my eyes out of my head with his fingers.
He threatened to rape me, and I thought he was serious. Then he laughed and said he wasnt even hard.
He tried to choke me, and pulled my head so far back he said "i could snap your neck you know"
The police wont accept my "drunk" statement, yet are not forthcoming in getting me in when I'm available to make another due to work commitments.
In the mean time, hes apologised, said he loves me, but has run off to blackpool area to be with another oman from a dating site. I got her number (dont ask how, I fear I'd get into trouble) and have warned her, but she believes him.
He told her I'm nuts.
Why am I more angry at him being with someone else than what he did to me?
I must deserve it for going back.
I'm at my wits end and have nobody to talk to.