Angry at 41 days
I'm not entirely sure why I'm posting today as I have no particularly profound insights to offer, or any specific guidance to solicit....Just making a note that despite seeing physical benefits after 41 days (healthier-looking skin, better sleep and a few pounds dropped) which should be keeping me in a healthy mood, I have been really susceptible to overwhelming anger recently. I have been under the gun at the office with a series of bottlenecking deadlines (I am sitting in the office once again on a Saturday morning staring at an overflowing desk) and the weather here has been disgusting for weeks, so I am not sure if this is just a tide of frustration I'd be feeling no matter what, or if it's amplified by the knowledge that there's no way to stick my head in the sand for a few hours anymore. I spent the first month actually feeling pretty cheery so I suppose it's just been a disappointment to learn that you can't ride that upbeat emotional wave for a bit longer.