Old 02-07-2018, 07:56 AM
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kanan
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Hi guys. Day 3 here. I have work functions tonight and tomorrow night, plus things this weekend that I'd ordinarily drink at. I'm already getting some anxiety about what I'll say, but I'm sure its just overblown in my head and people wont think its a big deal if I don't order a drink. The one tonight is more professional so I feel good, but the one tomorrow is with someone I've frequently tied one on with and I know it will just devolve into a drunk fest, so I'm going to make up an excuse to skip that one.

I found out yesterday that a person in my office has developed cancer and they aren't coming back to work. 3-4 months to live. Very sad, but a reminder that our time here is limited. Got me thinking about my own mortality and what I want to be able to look back on, the kind of life I want to lead for my kids, etc.

Anyway - enough rambling. I hope everyone does well today.
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