Originally Posted by
59svj 
Exactly where I am at. Tried for a few hours this a.m. I'll see my doctor. I need to stop or I won't be around much longer I'm afraid. And to use that afraid word again, I "am" afraid of not being able to drink. Hard to believe I got to this point but saw it coming.
Thank you so much!
Ss
Hello there. I do think that seeing your doctor is the first course of action. From your posts I think you really are reaching out for help and perhaps the Doc will know where you can get that from. If there is a meeting local to you, AA, where you can meet some other people to help support you that would be good too. Sending you much love and strength.