My first year I was all over the place, my addiction to alcohol was swapped to an addiction to recovery (not a bad thing) I had some lovely pink cloud moments but also some crashing down to reality. Emotional roller coaster, i started to feel a bit more balanced towards the end, the following year was really quite tough, personal situations, it led me to horrible bouts of anxiety, which I got through without a drink or drug, I felt I had learned an awful lot, whilst challenging it was also rewarding and in someway enjoyable too. I’ll be three years sober this year...... wow. It truely is miraculous.