Tom,
I unkowingly relapsed over and over for 3o plus years. The damage is deep in me.
I had 1 shot at 14 months, so that might have messed up my growth.
I was still pretty jacked up at 12 months. Better than before, not as good as now.
I still crave sometimes. I stil obsess. I still feel anxious. I still get lightheaded sometimes.
I am used to it so it seems like it is better.
My strength and stamina are up and seem to be improving.
I am more calm and carefree.
But, I think everyonee is different.
Thanks.