I woke up last Saturday with the same thought, "I can't do this anymore". I was miserable. What did I do? I caved and drank that night. As I mentioned in my post earlier today, in the middle of my evening drunken state, I thought to myself, what the hell am I doing? Do I want to live the rest of my life this way? Is this what I want? Regret every morning for what I can't seem to stay away from at night? Having that constant monkey on my back? No, no more. So I dumped it all and haven't looked back. Suffering without tonight will not only show you that you can be sober, but will give you a sense of pride in yourself. Just please don't look at it in the morning that you should drink because you don't want to go through THAT again. Think of all of the positive results you will gain in sobriety. You can do this. It really is liberating.