Please don't give up, six
What solidified my sobriety was a complete and utter belief that I am an alcoholic and drinking will lead me to a bad place every single time.
Accepting that life can be tough and that I am not always going to feel good has taken me a long way.
Loneliness and feeling useless, you can change those things but not as long as you keep drinking.
Don't ever quit trying to quit!!!!!!!!!! (you said it, not me
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