Originally Posted by
kage007 
Who am I without beer? I don't remember. 3 days sober, then a trip to Holiday gets me a six pack and I'm feeling sooooo good. My poor children, they don't deserve this life. I would promise to be better, but I know I won't suceed. Worst Mom ever.
Lots of people have drunk for so long that they don't remember what the sober life was like.
Try some positive reinforcement of your goal.
I am giving up alcohol
I will be xxxxxxx
I have siezed sobriety and this is what I will do with it.
Make a list of realistic things that you want from a sobre life, written in a way like above.
Make a plan of how you are going to commit to sobriety 1 month plan, three month plan 1 year plan.
PLAN, PLAN TO WIN!