Hi and welcome back Kage
I really believe success is related to how hard we work - when you think of how hard we work to drink and keep our lives jobs and families going, it's clear none of us is a stranger to hard work - we just need to keep the focus and the effort on not drinking.
Just because you've never stayed sober for long before need not be a factor here if you commit to doing whatever it takes to stay sober
If SR is your only support why not really use it - start posting here daily? Maybe join our Class of February support thread?
ll you need to do to join is post:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ad-pt-1-a.html