Thank you for your kind words Dee! I am aware that I am not over the hump yet. I've just started the ascent. To be honest, it wouldn't surprise me if the hard times are ahead of me. I need to keep reminding myself why I chose this path instead of continuing my old life style. Previous attempts to quit always failed because after a couple of months I kinda forgot what kind of problems smoking gave me. And I fooled myself by thinking that I'd learnt from my previous experencies and I would never start smoking daily again. Reading this forum I've learned that this is a pretty universal thought amongst us.
This whole morning I felt pretty anxious again, but I haven't felt the need to do what I always did and I feel pretty upbeat about that. But I could sure do without this stressy, nervous feeling.
The sun is shining here in The Netherlands, I'm going for a bike ride this afternoon. That will clear my mind. Helps with sleeping too!
Have a great day everyone!