Originally Posted by
Damnit123 
Thank you all for the help and advice. He ended up dumping me so I guess I just didn’t fit into his new lifestyle. Which is wildly insulting and confusing. I’m a hard worker, I don’t drink, I supported and loved him through all of the crap and now I get the boot as soon as the long awaited right decisions began to be made. We were best friends and he really convinced me he loved me. I’m so angry and hurt. At this point I just feel like “Fuck you, then. Good luck.”
I think this is one case where the old "It's not you..it's me." is applicable. You no longer have to deal with it though. I was going through the "cloud" last night deleting any trace of my ex(kept getting "remember this day" reminders with our pics) and saw some pics of me and my friends/life when we were not together throughout the years....I looked so happy and content! That's how I'm starting to feel again now. The weight is gone.