Originally Posted by
ScaryTime 
Wamama,
Yes, my AH is about 2 months sober... and I am a mess. It is a bit better now.
When my AH was still drinking I went on auto pilot, I didn’t cry I got through, and when he decided to get sober my emotions spilled-all the feelings I wouldn’t let myself acknowledge for so long came to the surface and refused to be denied any longer.
This very exact thing happened to me, all the feelings I didn't acknowledge and I wanted him to do something about it but he couldn't.
It went from that to thinking the same thing he did sober last time
( a major betrayal) was happening again. From there I had to detach and protect myself. I literally can't tell what is real. Thank you for putting that out there.