Im relieved to know I'm not an out of control freak. I feel like one though.
I am grieving...lost years, regrets, everything a spouse of an alcoholic feels. I know Ill get through it, I am strong, I am determined and I am stubborn. I just feel like I'm overreacting and I feel like a fool. You are such an encouraging person, thank you.
Originally Posted by
dandylion 
Wamama...the time that I felt like you describe was when I was going through a very painful breakup of an almost 4yr. relationship. I was grieving so hard!!! I had a kalidescope of feelings....
I soldiered through all the pain...because there was no other choice...no other way....I thought it would kill me...but, it didn't!! After I finished grieving...I went on to have a wonderful rest of my life.....