Welcome! Please don't hesitate to post! It does every one else as much good as it does you! Your son needs you to be sober. Put yourself in his shoes. I have always checked in the 24 hour recovery connection thread every morning to remind me of who I am and I can't drink. I think it has helped me a lot. Thank you for posting! You can do this! If I can you can! Best wishes for you on your journey!