Clarity
I was taking a shower, getting ready for the doctor appointment I have been dreading for the past 3 days, and I finally came to a realization.
I'm not nervous about the doctor or the judgment I keep telling myself they will have. I'm nervous about admitting my problem because that makes it real.. Really real. There will be no turning back.
What does a doctor care? It's not their life, their body being ravished by alcohol. They would want to see a person get sober. They are there to help.
So I`m going into my appointment today feeling much better (still worried), and I'm walking in on my fourth day of sobriety.
I hope everyone is doing good today, and if you're not, reach out! People will listen. <3