Hi Sweetichick,
It's nice to see you on here this morning, I am sorry y are feeling so down. I hear lots of positives in your post though: no grog, no cigarettes, and no neighbor, those three things alone are big wins. You have food in your fridg, your bills paid, and gas in your car, you will get to pay day just fine, because you have what you need to get there.
How often have you been going to meetings? Have y found one you really like? I remember you sharing about some nice people you have met, are you still seeing them.
Hang in there, you are pitting the pieces back together, which isn't easy, it is hard work, but it is worth it!!!
❤️Delilah