Barely coping
I'm sure you are all sick of hearing about my problems. I saw my psychiatrist again today and he gave me more valium. Its two days into payday and I am already out of money. No cigarettes and no grog just a full tank of fuel to get to Aa. Im in tears all the time and I am not a crier. Even when I lost the kids I had weekends to look forward to. I've been reaching out to God but it seems to be just pointing out what a mess I have made. How I can miss the constant abuse from my neighbour is beyond me. Maybe I am just lonely. Not sure. I am hoping karma will come back and get him. As of now no grog. Food in the fridge. Billls paid. Fluck this is going to be hard.