Originally Posted by
JEPPY 
I desperately want to stop and I try but always end up drinking thinking this will be the time I can control it.
Ahhhh, the ol'
next time will be different lie.
I fell for it many times myself.
Too many times.
It was never different.
It's never going to be different.
The alcoholic living in my head is a known liar.
I stopped taking advice from a known liar and my life got a lot better.
I highly recommend it.
