Sounds like you're having a really hard time right now. I've been sober for just under a week, but i feel so much better than i did last week. Last Sunday at this time I was either drunk or already sleeping after drinking all day. This is a great step coming here. It's a great site with a lot of love & support. I know everyone seems to be different when it comes to needing an in-patient type of treatment or just doing it on your own. That might be up to you to decide. There's a lot of other people on this site who have a lot more answers than me, and I'm sure you'll hear from a lot of them. Just try to take it day by day, and don't be afraid to ask for help. This is a really great place to be. It's helped me a lot so far, and I'm sure it will help you too!!
