Originally Posted by
Gabe1980 
Well....I really wanted to drink tonight but I didn't. I had a sleep, ate pizza and had a bath. Most of the time being sober feels great but it really sucked today. I think I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I've not been well this week so not really felt comfortable in myself the last couple of days and a bit paranoid. Usually when I hit the wine. I dont tolerate discomfort well!!
I suppose it doesn't matter so long as I didn't drink. Didn't go out at all because I was worried I'd end up in the shop. I can't get used to how solid I feel one day and then how vulnerable I feel the next.
Thanks for reading. Love to you all. Tomorrow is a new day. Gabe x
'This too shall pass'
Gabe THAT is how you do it!
I know it feels rough but you did exactly the right thing. Recognised that you were vulnerable and acted. Sleep, food, a bath and staying at home safe. Tick tick tick tick.
The journey is up and down Gabe and your emotions could be all over the place for a few weeks yet but IT IS SO WORTH THE EFFORT!
Keep talking to us and dig deep when you need to and things will even out.
We are in this together Gabe never forget that ❤❤❤