dragging through day 14
I am at the 2 week mark after quitting on jan 7. i have done this before temporarily and seem to remember more joyful periods of awakening when getting sober. this time I am dragging. I feel tired all the time and have a difficult time getting myself out to do things. I feel a depression setting in because now I am sober and my mind is clear and I realize the loneliness and sadness inside me. i somehow cannot overcome it.
am i being too hard on myself? should i just rest and sit with these feelings for now? or push myself to get out there and do something. I am in new city and there is alot to explore......I feel like I should not be wasting this opportunity to see and experience new things but I really don't feel like it . sorry if this sound whiny but I needed to get it out.