Originally Posted by notrealname333

I think that's what confused me / got me about addiction so much. I'd stop drinking and I'd be feeling great and be like damn this is awesome. Then that voice in your head starts whispering "time to have a drink to celebrate" -- why? Why wipe away that "feeling great" and replace it with "i'm not even aware of what's going on right now and i will feel like crap tomorrow and be totally unproductive"