50 here and trying to beat the demon again. I have drank daily for probably 25 years. Never a binge drinker, but always a 12 pack a day, sometimes with some hard stuff mixed in. I posted here back in October when I tried then, worked for a very short period of time, including several hospital visits over the period of 2 months. Was good until I got a possible bad diagnosis of a lung disease at end of December, still not sure on that result yet. Anyway, was never a binge kind of drinker until that point. When I got that possible diagnosis (not confirmed yet), I went off the deep end for a week or two and pretty much drank all day. This was not fair to my girlfriend or her kids I live with. Anyway, now working on 2 weeks and want to make this the last time I put myself through this hell.