Yeah, I know that nothing could scare me enough to not drink. And any harm or humiliation I brought myself was forgotten as soon as I was far enough removed from it and tempted by the alcohol again.
Find some sort of program you think will help you and make use of it.
Hell, if the only damage I did to myself and the chaos I caused to everyone around me from my years of drinking was to have to go to work with a bruised nose and hurt ego . . . . not to minimize your situation but you have yet to see just how viciously alcohol abuse will totally wreck your life, and the ones of those who love you.
Good on you for deciding to stop now.