I'd say you are already on your way to full-blown alcohol abuse
based on this and your other thread.
It isn't a great life, believe me.
Please reconsider the binge drinking.
It does seem like your made of teflon at 21,
but you miss so much life, growth, and experience
drowning yourself in booze.
I sure did.
I thought it was fun, and at times it was,
but mostly I was avoiding feeling tough feelings,
and not dealing with life on its own terms.