still trying to figure out this thread stuff but I hope everyone can see my reply here and know how thankful I am for your support today.
My first Al-Anon mtg was with a group of nice older women who saw me in tears within about 30 seconds of getting there. Lol I am really going to benefit from this program as I’m realizing my codependency issues need to be fixed before I can even entertain reconciliation at this point. Plus, I deserve much better than how I’m being treated right now, I need to focus on loving myself, my kids and my RAH from afar.
I’m going to detach with love and let him have this journey and this time that he needs to get well as much as I need It. I’m going to try my best to focus on the present and let go of the what if’s since nothing is ever guaranteed anyway. Fortunately, years before all this happened I was really connected with my faith and I’ll continue to do so. I’m sure I’ll be on these forums a lot in the upcoming weeks and months. Thank you all so much!
Oh, and I started reading CoDependant No More and love it ��