Dammit
You are going through the same thing as me right now. Except he and I broke up but stayed friends. He has a bad alcohol addiction. He was also very loving and wanted spend time with me at the beginning but he was also drunk most of the time. Then he started shutting me out about a month ago saying he trying to get his life back together and be the man I met all them years ago. It hurt because I love him so much. I still do even after the breakup. We remained friends after but its tough because I still have hope for us. He said a week ago he still loves me no matter what I may think and he has alot going on in his life. I was like you always there for him through rough times and I'm the first one he pushes away. It hurts. Message me a private message so we can talk about our situations because I am so lost without him.