Oh I feel your pain right now. My situation is that a guy who I knew as a child came back into my life via Facebook. He is 2 years sober and we had just started what I thought was going to be a beautiful relationship. Then it all ended abruptly because he is going through the steps again with a new sponsor and that guy told him that he's not ready to be in a relationship. I'm hurting so much and feeling abandoned but I'm trying to stay strong and give him complete space. No contact on my end. I'm so sorry that you're hurting like this but I believe things will get better for you and for me.