I Just Bear To Watch My Fave TV Show Can You?
I was a nasty binge drinker for over a decade. Of course I LOVED the show called INTERVENTION. I would tell myself that I wasn't near off as bad and I didn't have that big of a problem. I wouldn't miss an episode in order to reinforce this obvious denial.
Now after relapsing during Day 19 last week. I discovered during my sobriety I could not bear to watch those poor souls. They were ME. It's just too much, like bringing up the guilt/remorse/shame. I'm too fragile!
Also, çant watch the news...is this weird? The world seems to be going to hell in a hand basket. So I'm shutting it off. Kinda concerned about my sanity. Am I being irrational??