I cannot believe I am actually here but I am proud of myself for taking a giant leap of faith.
Today is 7th day...tomorrow will be a full week since I ended my love-hate relationship with vodka or chardonnay. I consider it a romantic break up - I have to focus on the negatives and not fall into romanticizing times I had with Mr. Bottle. Naturally, Mr. Bottle has been begging me to come back, using seductive and pleading gestures.
This morning I woke to Mr. Bottle's whispering in my ear how I should get a nice glass of vodka with cranberry juice so that I can go through today feeling like a goddess wanna be.
So here I am....this is going to be one of my tools to survive this messy breakup! I am SICK and TIRED of these nightmarish days of guilt, self hatred, laziness and making excuses. Mr. Bottle is NOT worth losing my self dignity over!! This 3 year long miserable relationship has to end.
Here I am
