Hi ready
Well this is just an observation but most of your threads appear to be focused on 'what if', 'what happens when', 'how do I prevent (plug in some future random event). I get this, I do. Obsessive over thinking maybe?
A couple of concepts that are really important for me in recovery are living in today as it is right now, and acceptance. And acceptance is huge. I mean, holy crap huge.
You have 14 days....and that is awesome. Try to stay with that....tomorrow you'll have 15 and hopefully you won't drink. Read, listen, learn, more will be revealed. Be grateful for right here, right now, cause nothing else actually exists.