I’m having a hard time tonight but that’s good
I haven’t had this intense of a craving or a wising I could have a drink yet. I’m kind of glad I am, I’ve been waiting for it, dreading it, but I’ve tried to build up an Arsenal of suggestions from this site, my own hobbies, and some sweet treats. I feel nervous about it to the point I can feel my heart thumping, but I can go to bed in a few hours. If I can get better and better at this “no” thing this will be helpful. I just need to take it moment by moment.