Thank you all for the support and kudos. I really appreciate it.
It does help my resolve not to drink.
Today is day 17. I just can not drink today. - I can do this for one day.
I saw a man on facebook that I went to outpatient with
years ago. We had a lot in common sine we both "were" chronic relapsers.
His wife left him
kids wouldn't speak to him, lost job, was homeless living in shelter .
This man was very successful prior to hitting rock bottom.
Anyhow he is SOBER and living the life. Yoga, art, sailing, nature walks, new job, own apartment and engaged to be married
What I find most inspiring is he is happy , beaming and content with his surroundings and himself.