Originally Posted by
PhoenixJ 
Acceptance of change is a lot harder than resistance to it. To do so is a formula for failure in me. Many health professional (well meaning) told me I am doing so well, my family would welcome me back.
No.
Best to do all the stuff I know about- for now and tomorrow.
Slow steps.
Yes, small steps, dearest PhoenixJ.
You are hugely inspirational to me and, I know, to so very many of us; none of can say what the future holds but I am hopeful for you, very hopeful.
Sending you so much love, my friend.