Not suicidal but want to die
An expression of how I’m feeling right now I guess..
I crashed my car drunk into another car on Friday .. I’m told no one was hurt but I’ve been charged with leaving the scene of an accident .. the cop knew I was drinking but wasn’t able to give me a O U I .. I didn’t confess to drinking either. Now I’m scared to death, I have a court date and heard the judge might still suspend my license because he would want to punish me for getting away with an oui.. I work 30 mins away from my house and can’t lose the license or ill lose my job... I’m sick to my stomach with anxiety I hate alcohol with a passion and haven’t had any since but I can’t handle this uncertainty it’s consuming my every thought.