Well today is the start of day 6, as long as I stay in the moment and urge surf if needed its not that terrible, if my mind wanders further in the future then I get irritated.
My wife is being kind and supportive, if you read my previous posts you will see our 17 yr marriage hasnt been the easiest.
The boys seem to like me home more in the evenings but I get a sense they still don't believe I will last a month let alone longer.
On the up side I am feeling more motivated to start applying for jobs again .
This is such an amazing site and I get so much inspiration from so many people.
Keep strong everyone
