I have tears in my eyes.....I have never told any of you this, but I went through a massive breakdown when I was 16. I tried to kill myself...I tried very hard. God most definitely saved me. No doubt about it.
I climbed out of that dark place to some extent, but not completely until I got sober, finally, 3 years and 2 months ago.
I honestly thought the chemical scramble that was/is my brain would never straighten out. It is though.
I still cry at the drop of a hat....and I can cry for hours.....and I do not like that about myself. I want to live in the light....
Anyway....just my truth. I am glad to be alive....it really is a miracle. ♥