Good morning lovelies.
Weav I'm so glad you found some comfort in PJs post and got some rest last night.
There is indeed an intense vulnerability in early recovery. Almost like being out in public naked. I for one dont really know who I am yet. There's a person slowly coming out but she is damaged and regretful and frightened and, well, lots of other things sometimes many in one day. I suppose that is part of recovery. Finding out what we've got to work with and trying to do our best to evolve into our best selves. I know I've got a long long way to go. Some days I'm eaten up with fear or lethargy or anger. My poor brain just isn't used to coping without it's fix.
The great news is we have eachother. Our sober family and we dont have to do any of this alone.
And of course Weav never firget what you're doing. Saving your life sweetheart. 8 MONTHS SOBER INCLUDING GETTING THROUGH CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR! That's just amazing and I hope you are proud today.
Lots of love Weev and I think I'll join you for another 24 xxxxxxxxxxxxxx