It's great to have you with us, needsumsupport
I drank 30 yrs. & it did feel strange when I first stopped. I was happy to be free of it, but it took some time to adjust to the sober world. Talking things over here at SR meant everything to me - I've never felt alone again. Just know we've all been where you are and we understand like no one else can. Be proud of yourself for taking this important step towards a better life.