Originally Posted by Lindajean68

Ladybug - you are not alone! I definitely went through grief feelings. I think it's totally normal - something we counted on to be there for us (in my case...daily) is gone. Despite the fact that it was a toxic, life-threatening thing, it was something we depended on, turned to, etc. Hang in there...it gets better! And it sounds like you are already finding some ways to cope!