Hoping for support
Hi All. I'm a single dad and been addicted to alcohol/marijuana/everything for about 35 years now. I keep deciding to stop but can only manage about a week (often much less). I convince myself that I have it all under control, but I don't. I've now been sober for almost 48 hours and I just feel in such a crappy mood. My problem is that I have never known a life without and to be honest I'm quite scared of it. I have tried AA but there isnt one close to me, and I just dont do group open chatting. Probably because over the years I have learnt not to like and/or trust people. Anyway, I really want to make it work this time so I'm hoping to meet a few like-mnded soles on here so I can learn from their experiences. Happy New Year by the way. Martin