A slip up....
I had been 3 months alcohol and cigarette free and feeling better. But yesterday I decided I wanted a night out. That I was fed up of "being good." So I smoked and I drank. I don't really remember walking home. I had been so proud of myself being alcohol free. But I definitely haven't accepted that alcohol needs to be eliminated from my life yet. And I didn't realise that.
I spent today being sick and suffering with a headache. It wasn't very nice :'( Although I'm not totally convinced that it has put me off alcohol for life.... I really wish it had of because my life was improving without it