But.....I did it....I went to the hospital....detoxed....then went to Rehab for 43 days....got out and moved into a 3/4 house. I've been living here a month. Just received my 60 day sobriety coin !! So...I CAN be done. If THIS alcoholic can do it,...then YOU can TOO !!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!! I'm not going anywhere today. So...I'll be here all day and night to talk if you need to. I'm here for you. We ALL are.... But just to let you know what magic CAN happen in just two months of sobriety.... tomorrow...I'm going to see my family for the first time in 2 years. They finally believe that I'm serious.