Day 4
This is the longest I have gone in a long long time, but the other day I started to read about health complications and it scared the willies out of me. I have felt really good about it and strong until about an hour ago. Now I’m starting to realize I’m justifying things to myself and I am really feeling so much more healthy even after 4 days. I have so much more motivation and acceptance with it this time that I haven’t felt before. I know if I start again I will just fall into the same pattern and figure what’s the point in trying because you have failed so many times. I’m tying to stay busy and with it being the holidays I find it easier and cheerier so that’s helping me a lot. Anyway, just posting to get my thoughts out there.