Thanks,Bill.. I struggle a bit still and will for a while with my 'inner child'. The only difference between this year and the last, is I'm not 'struggling' while drowning me/him with booze and fake romantic relationships. I'm going it solo this go around(minus AA and supportive friends and family). I've concluded, in the past, I would surround myself with "yes" people to feel justified and important.. Like I was running for prom king. Pathetic looking back now. Thanks again for your wisdom,my man! Happy holidays to you and yours!