Finishing up another Day 1
And I know it will be a long night....
Had my last drink last night around 11pm before passing out.
Went on a 9 day binge after having 25 sober days --- didn't go in to work Wednesday - Friday because I was drinking my damn days away, although I added up my sober days for the year (since January) and I will have been sober for 70% of it. The longest stretch was 50-some consecutive days. I've struggled for so many years, but I'm noticing my binges getting worse now.
I'm a 38 year old single woman who has let myself be derailed on my day counts by bad dates or disappointed relationships. I'm so scared by how much damage I might've done to my liver already. I had a fibroscan done in July that was normal, but terrified what I could've done since then.
Looking for support and help.