tomsteve

im glad ya made it back!
this is reminding me of a couple lines from the BB:
Once more: The alcoholic at certain times has no effective mental defense against the first drink. Except in a few rare cases, neither he nor any other human being can provide such a defense. His defense must come from a Higher Power.

Thank you everyone. I had my phone in my hand to call for help when i knew i was choosing to drink. I didn't do it. I have to stop telling myself i dont need antabuse. I do right now.

and now theres a lesson:
the option of not calling netted horrible results. so, not calling isnt a good solution,eh?